Through the void of a dead heart My consciousness tries to find A reason why to breathe A reason why to live. When everything I've built suddenly collapses Leaving me sunk in nothingness Into the deepest darkness What can you expect of me? If my entire life has lost its sense My hope has been defeated And no one can grasp my pain Cause only you really knew me Really know me I'm still awaking with hope of someday Finding myself to heal my darkened heart I feel how I lose my senses And all my strength Just disappears Can you feel it? These screams inside of me Tear apart my soul and my breath Can you hear it? I'm still awaking with hope of someday Finding myself to heal my darkened heart Why, why can't I take control? Why can't I stop the feel this pain? Why does nobody answer? I even asked God Is this the punishment that I deserve? But apparently God is not here Why can't I take control? Why can't I stop the feel this pain? Why does nobody answer? I even asked God Is this the punishment that I deserve? But apparently God is not here I'm still awaking with hope of someday (Where is the light? Where is God? Tell me why you don't let me die! If you gave me this darkened)