I've been driving round in circles all day
Listening to my own songs on reply
I have no way of knowing if they're actually good
I guess they just make me feel understood
My eyes start welling up and then they spill over
What do I have to cry about
I have all I want I've got what I need
But something deep down keeps poking at me
Oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end
Oh no oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end
When the show is over and the curtains close
Gotta face myself and be alone
The people have gone home and the amps are cold
I'm back to being nobody in fancy clothes
The show is over turn down the lights
The show is over no where to hide
Without a stage who am I
Oooh that's for me to decide
As long as I stay hungry
I stay fed and I live by that
I go kinda numb when I get content
Gotta sabotage myself to feel something
Baby take a chill pill just relax
Its not that serious its not that bad
Too much online access to the past
Better move on quick move on fast
Oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end
Oh no oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end
When the show is over and the curtains close
Gotta face myself and be alone
The people have gone home and the amps are cold
I'm back to being nobody in fancy clothes
The show is over turn down the lights
The show is over no where to hide
Without a stage who am I
Oooh that's for me to decide
Give me a good time or give me death
I'd rather stay out I don't wanna go to bed
I take too long getting ready for the party
To impress the people I've already met
I doubt they'd even notice if I packed up myself
Shipped me away to anywhere else
Leaving seems better than constantly feeling
Like I'm such a bother to the people I love
Oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end
Oh no oh no
I'm having an existential crisis again
Oh no tell me
When will this vicious cycle come to an end