Living in a fantasy, trapped in a façade
Shit is really odd, I'm thinking about quitting my job
What's real and what's fake
Throwing shade, every day people gonna lie to your face
Or omit the details
I ain't specifically talking about these females
Sifting through loads of SPAM and junk e-mails
They wanna see my career derailed
That's why I gotta do my due diligence
Always stay disciplined and militant
Salute
Always coming with the illest shit
Just let me spill my shit
For real this is it, but I can't tell if it's legit
When I be trapped in this matrix
I'm tellin' y'all this is far beyond basic
So complex, so complicated
Maybe I'm thinking too much or maybe I'm just faded
Cause everything ain't what it seem
Is this a nightmare or is this a dream?
People plotting up all these devious schemes
That's why I might as well pop me a bean
Most likely to kill shit, yeah I was nominated
And I won that bitch, you already know I dominated
I thank God every day that I made it
Out in one piece, like a leotard, he go hard
Pinch myself, get back to reality
Can count on one hand the amount of people that value me
But that be all that I need
Sowing all these seeds, now watch me take the lead
Back against the wall, I cannot forget
I cannot forgive, I have to digress
Expect nothing and hope for the best
Had to get that off my chest
Yes