Lay awake, paralyzed, inside my bed all day Lowered down surrounded by my family Everything I see is never what it seems to be Now I'm leaving in this box, I've filled with broken dreams I, I can't justify my actions I'm just a man cursed with the heart of a heathen I, I can't step aside or let you in this time As I possess the will of a demon My head is saying yes but my heart knows that it's lying My head is saying yes but my heart knows Fire in your eyes is just sarcastic fantasy I can't take away this pain inside my head today Want this to have an end that I cannot foresee Still uncertain what the future's gonna hold for me I, I can't justify my actions I'm just a man cursed with the heart of a heathen I, I can't step aside or let you in this time As I possess the will of a demon My head is saying yes but my heart knows that it's lying My head is saying yes but my heart knows I won't apologize for anything this time, if I was wrong I'd only be lying You, you've come undone inside, you've let me down this time Would up your thoughts, now your story's unraveling My head is saying yes but my heart knows it's lying I, I can't justify my actions I'm just a man cursed with the heart of a heathen I, I can't step aside or let you in this time As I possess the will of a demon My head is saying yes but I know it's lying My head is saying yes but my heart knows it's lying My head is saying yes but my heart knows