Such a waste of life
I'll never be the same
Destined to drown in an ocean of pain
Regret constantly haunting me
What good is family if they're strangers to me?
'Cause I believed all the lies but realized what I never had
Convincing myself I didn't want it that bad
So I'm glad to suffer all alone
It might be hell but it's all I've ever known
Your endless deceit is spreading like a cancer in me
Feeding this Entity
Bound to this life, forsaken
And I'll be damned if I spend it with you
Stripped down from all you've taken
There's nothing left, you've taken everything
There's no escape, you're like a fucking disease
A ruthless stalker in the night that just keeps following relentlessly
The cause of all my pain
A parasite eating away at my brain everyday
With no mercy
Just like my father you're a mystery to me
Someone I wish to never be, he never wanted me
For thirty years I kept this shit to myself
And wished that I was someone else who didn't hate himself back
There's no escape, you're like a fucking disease
A ruthless stalker in the night that just keeps following relentlessly
The cause of all my pain
A parasite eating away at my brain everyday
Everyday
All that's left of me, an empty shell of who I used to be
Plagued by an entity
Close your eyes and push through
I tell myself it's all that I can do
I'll never forgive you
Forgive you, Never forgive you