Wake up at night again with fear in my mind Thought i was throught with it - left it behind Into the abyss I was led once again Memories that i've forgotten since then Reliving times when i was left all alone No hope was given and nowhere was home Never can shift upon the burden from me Drained by my hate and fear for all to see Tried to forget Tried to forgive But all my time i had no chance to live I cannot run I cannot hide I cant deny that my soul it had died Father, he dragged me out of the bed and he said "Child, dont tell mother, or you will regret" Then he began with his sadistic torment Massive abusion - no love no relent Breaking apart as I was drifting through hate I cannot take it no more - I cant wait Know what to do and nobody can stop me now I'll have my vengeance - I will take you down! I hate - no trust - my sanity's lost Can't contemplate - revenge at all cost! I can't forget I can't forgive As you took hope so will I take your life Take your last glimpse Take your last breath You gave abusion so i'll give you death Now that I have you in my might - bow to your knees You'll pay back every moment of my agony I'll crush your bones - I'll crush your pride - I'll seal your fate In your last moments you shall feel my endless hate! I have been forsaken all my life! I will never have the chance to live!