No matter how I act I always get stabbed right in the back Everyone treats me Like I'm not worth anything I'm always alone Depressed and left here on my own Shotgun to my head I'll probably be happier if I'm dead I Have no soul No heart No one to Trust I'm such a failure Just kill me Now Every time that I Think about my life I cry I breakdown and drink The more I'm drunk the less I think I feel so worthless My whole life Is just one big mess I'm giving up on this Condemn myself to my abyss Throw my life away No longer want to stay There's no one I need I'm filled with selfish greed Push you all away No longer want to stay I will end my name Only myself to blame Just, just kill me now I hate life anyhow Just, just kill me now I wanna die somehow Just, just kill me now I hate life anyhow Just, just kill me Just kill me Now Now Now Just Kill me Now Just Kill me Now Just Kill me Now Just Kill me