Who knows if I even loved you then?
'Cause I don't really think I love myself
To never really know what happens next, I can't
Wonder if there even is a light
And do you wanna throw me away?
'Cause I don't mind
To never begin
I won't lie
When there's a time I've been meant to reach
And I don't know where everything is supposed to be
But I can show you I can change, I can change to be whatever you want
And throughout all the uncertainty, I've found I've not grown
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Who knows if I care if it's up to me?
'Cause I don't even think that I would try
And if it really matters that I show my face
I wonder if it's even worth the time
'Cause you're just wasting your time, I feel
To keep you at a distance
For honesty, is to remember
So, just please trust me
Lie to me so I believe, that I can be happy
'Cause I just wanna feel that I know that this is worth it
Throw me away
'Cause I don't mind
To never begin
I won't lie
When there's a time I've been meant to reach
And I don't know where everything is supposed to be
But I can show you I can change, I can change to be whatever you want
And throughout all the uncertainty, I've found I've not grown