There is no leaving flowers
There is no grave, just
Passing in a lifetime over and over again
I'm shedding piles til i'm my only friend
And i'm not saying it's not like i wanted
Nothing about you says you're willing to
Change
Get ahold of yourself, that's no way to behave
I'm not saying it's not like i wanted
An easy promise to make
But it's the hardest to keep
I'm not saying it's not like i wanted
To break
There's something waiting in the middle
So it'd be a sin to wait right here
As I bask in my darkest hour
I'm far too present to feel fear
There is no feeling secure
There is no drawing force
Just passing in a lifetime over & over & over again
Til you find yourself as something that just
Bends until you're nothing and all that you wanted
Until it's nothing and all that you wanted
To break
And either way
I'm lost
You lead the way
I'm lost