Always never good enough for me
I'm counting time that supposed to be
Feel rejection on my side (what!)
And perfection still open wide (still open wide)
Wormwood that's enough for me
Can I reach? yes to make me free (to make me free)
I don't know what should I do
Like Jackboys on what to do
Deadly code scammer
Suicidal planner
Want this dread but I cut this head
Cut this shit and fuckin' bad
Fuck this hoes and fuckin' red
Fuck this time and fuckin' dead
Always counting time, always feeling paranoia
Glue my eyes, realize
Screaming hysteria
Feel the force of fuckin' Fire burn this trash like Pramoedya
Glue my ears, fuck your tears
Scheming self-destroyer
Traumatized shadows from the past it got me paralysed
Fantasize what's comin' after I see no paradise
I'm hipnotized off the demon swear I see it in my eyes
Suicide too yesterday, I'm tryna' leave it all behind
Pills couldn't take away the pain, it make it worst
All these drugs I took, I'm guessin' what's gon' kill me first?
Never thought that life could be a curse
Clock is ticking, time is running fast let's slow it with percs yeah
Always counting time, always feeling paranoia
Glue my eyes, realize
Screaming hysteria
Feel the force of fuckin' Fire, burn this trash like Pramoedya
Glue my ears, fuck your tears
Scheming self-destroyer
Always counting time, always feeling paranoia
Glue my eyes, realize
Screaming hysteria
Feel the force of fuckin' Fire, burn this trash like Pramoedya
Glue my ears, fuck your tears
Scheming self-destroyer