I thought I was free of you now Been a year since I last carried doubt But here comes the thunder fifty weeks after The lightning that struck our love down And I know that I am to blame I've always been somewhat obsessed with the rain And quick to say to goodbye in search of a new sky That will still leave me feeling the same Like no matter what She will not be enough What is it in my soul that runs from the sun back to the cold What is it in my soul that calls for the rain And delights in the thunder I can still hear you singing my name When I'm falling asleep Or exploring the plains No matter the distance Or my stubborn persistence I still end up feeling the same Like no matter what Time will not be enough What is it in my soul that runs from the sun back to the cold What is it in my soul that calls for the rain What is it in my soul that cannot forgive the sin I own It took me from you in light of the truth It calls for the rain and delights in the thunder I know it's what I deserve To remember the violence I brought to the earth To suffer in silence without your insistence That I'm not who I was in those days Cause no matter what They lie still in the dust