I've been awake since the first time I tasted pain and knew it as mine It happens the same every time Innocence fades and we decide If it's a deeper truth or an empty blue If it's a lead line through or a random bruise How do we know how far to go If all of the signs are fiction disguised? How do we know how far to go If every voice I hear is mine? I've been away tracing the pattern Lighting a match, watching it burn Tasting the smoke as if it matters Counting its time there on my tongue And I split in two, I am near and far Gone and coming too like the light of stars How do we know how far to go If all of the signs are fiction disguised? How do we know how far to go If every voice I hear is mine? How do we know how far to go If all of the signs are fiction disguised? How do we know how far to go If every voice I hear is mine? God, where are You now? I'm lost and no longer proud God, where are You now? I'm lost and no longer proud How do we know how far to go If all of the signs are fiction disguised? How do we know how far to go If every voice I hear is mine? How do we know how far to go If all of the signs are fiction disguised? How do we know how far to go If every voice I hear is mine?