I wonder how many people Feel the way I do And I could count the ways But I would rather spend my days around you I'm always falling way too fast Hoping this will be the last While I'm trying to erase my past And at my best I'm the worst I've been in years I can't forget All the times that you were near There is something wrong with me Something that only you could see I guess that we were never meant to be So where does that leave me? Left here with the dead The decomposing memories Stuck in my head But hey HEY At least I'm still alive At most I feel rejected but I survived And at my best I'm the worst I've been in years I can't forget All the times that you were near There is something wrong with me Something that only you could see I guess that we were never meant to be We never Got to talk much We never Got to know each other very well Remember when we walked home together I never really knew what to say But I threw my words out anyway FUCK But HEY At least I'm still alive HEY At most I feel neglected but I survived And at my best I'm the worst I've been in years I can't forget All the times that you were near There is something wrong with me Something that only you could see I guess that we were never meant to be And at my best I'm the worst I've been in years I can't forget All the times that you were near There is something wrong with me Something that only you could see I guess that we were never meant to be I guess that we were never meant to be