I am constantly changing this night will never end Bipolar me Is constantly changing There's too many thoughts Too many feelings And too many voices I'm the one who cries, and he's the one who lies You're not the same person you were two minutes ago I don't get you I become nothing A beautiful void I'm defiled by my worst fears I am destroyed Refined by the darkness I'm falling asleep My world goes black No where to be seen You're compulsive, corrupted You're easily addicted Theses friends you have in your mind In reality They will never find you You're simple and confusing Like a Rubik's cube with all your twists and turns This pain you put upon me Has left me with constant burns Will you ever fucking learn to get along With all your fucking battles It comes in waves I can't control In lovely flowers or sweet lullabies Narcotics slapping against my throat My sane in temporary No, it won't stay So don't expect anything from me I'm sorry I'm not the person you could have been with I'm just myself and I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you