Back in the days when the spark was still there
"Drink 'til we die," 'cause who fuckin' cares?
The crowd is different, yet nothing has changed
I have this feeling that my life is going down the drain
People always tell me if I keep this up I'll die
Truth be told, I don't really mind
'Cause to me happiness is a lie
I want my outside to look just like my insides
I stop and laugh 'cause life's a fuckin' joke
The past is checkered, the future is bleak
I've come no closer to the answers I seek
I'm feeling desperate, I'm close to the end
Pain won't last against a permanent solution
I find a building, the tallest I see
Take the biggest jump and realize I'm free
Before it's over I laugh one more time
Suicide's a relief that's why they made it a crime
And one more time I laugh 'cause it's a joke
My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
I hate everything and everyone sucks
Negative thoughts running through my brain
Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?
My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
I hate everything and everyone sucks
Negative thoughts running through my brain
Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?
Let's go!
My mind's a mess that I can't clean up
I hate everything and everyone sucks
Negative thoughts running through my brain
Am I gonna take my life or am I gonna go insane?