And it's been too long
Since I've entertained the thought
And it will surpass
No I can't explain it, can't refrain it
Coming off of the blow and binging hard
What did I really do?
And would you know if I was stoned and jacking off?
Maybe I really do
And I'm far from gone away
Running to and through beyond
Don't wait up
Im a whole night away
I know this, I know
The pills were holding me back
But the nerves never seemed to settle
And I'm telling you that I mite be up to something blue
I'm so not for this
And I'd give you my word
But my word wouldn't hold you from the truth.
So go on step back now
If this is what you want
So hold on now, hold on
I cop the green
Don't mean a thing
I go to work and live the dream.
So hold on now, hold on
I never wanted to get off to
The narcotics and dollar bills again
A habit wandered off and in to long
And I'm far from gone away
Running to and through beyond
Don't wait up
Im a whole night away
I know this, I know
(Don't wait up, don't up
You know I'm coming around
Don't give up, don't give up
You know I'm coming down
I know this, I know)
How many times, be honest please
You'd catch me running again and drugged up again
I'd go cold
Into a landslide
Just settle down now
It's all I know
And I'm far from gone away
Running to and through beyond
Don't wait up
Im a whole night away
I know this, I know
(Don't wait up, don't up
You know I'm coming around
Don't give up, don't give up
You know I'm coming down
I know this, I know)
How many times, how many times knocking it down?
It's all I know
How many times, how many times knocking it down
Its all I know