As I start to thinking, every breath that Im taking, mistaken that I've made & I'm patiently waiting, for a text.
From Red,
I think she knows who she is.
Shawty so bad, so I had to do it big.
Bought her necklace, never even got a kiss.
Damn, I felt so damn dissed.
Thought shawty played me on some little kid shit.
But I still fucked with other chicks just to be slick.
Kept arguing so I guessed she called it quits.
Never seen her out the house, so her parents must be strict.
But, I still have a problem with commitment. & I'm only 18, trying to trust someone is a very hard thing.
Cutting people off is a daily routine.
Told her Fuck them bitches, you my baby, you my queen.
But, it was too late.
We speaking different language, like somebody translate.
I know this part, this the one we all hate.
When your heart will have you drowning in your own faith.
Think we needed time and our own space.
Realist shit I've wrote, no 2 face.
But this where Ima let the hook bout to take place.
Promises are made to be broken.
Lies was the only thang being spoken.
Now you got me dranking and smoking potent.
Got me in my bag and your exposing. What was I to do, with the thought of losing you.
Didn't give me a choice to even pick or choose.
Didn't hit me, but you left emotion bruise.
But we moved on, & we kept going strong.
Never call but always text on the phone.
Sometimes a nigga hate being all alone.
Was always blaming you, knowing that I was wrong.
Probably the reason why I'm writing this song.
I guess its true, you don't miss the shit it til it's gone.
But, we're older now, look how much we've done grown.
You still a virgin but you know I'll be the first to bone.
Always coming back cause mentally, you're my home.
Never hating, respect is the only thang shown.& you know how I get when I've been blowin.
I guess that how I am when I'm in my zone.
Just let me know when your ready, last time I think I was little too petty.
Both of our feelings everywhere like confetti.
Now I think I really ready to go steady.