Watching everything change Like moms watch their wings turn to flames You can know what's at stake but You'll never know how much you'll pay Who says you can't survive third degree? What if this fire was setting me free? It's driving me insane This volatile decay I'm constantly fighting or fading away It's a gambling valet A waltz with my dreams on display Diamond eyes swing and sway So I let the chips fall in place Who says I can't change my destiny? What if this spiral was setting me free? It's driving me insane This volatile decay I'm constantly fighting or fading away I can't even explain I wish I could escape The grip that my fears seem to have on my heart Close my eyes and feel all my scars There's the proof that I might be healing Trace them out like a map of the stars and Trust your heart as a reason that's it's beating Close my eyes and feel all my scars There's the proof that I might be healing Trace them out like a map of the stars and Trust your heart as a reason that it's beating It's driving me insane This volatile decay I'm constantly fighting or fading away I can't even explain I wish I could escape The grip that my fears seem to have on my heart