Everything, everything appears in gray
All the shades were led so astray
All I hear is the same white noise
All I want are forgotten joys
Thinking back to the things that I save and crave
To escape the path that was paved
I've become a modern slave
I choke on my own words
Succumbing to the pain
Failing to breathe in the darkness
Belittle me with your speeches
To let go and embrace the change
It swallows me into the night
Cutting me off, from my light
And now that I'm left behind
It starts to hit me when I'm
Being struck by memories, will I change
Or will I just stay dazed, without a say
And fall down
A deer caught in headlights, will I see
That I will not be, ever free
I despair
Now that the tables have turned
I'm stuck, clinging to my light
Choking on the gray around me
Not giving up the fight
Time passes by at a fast pace
The fire in my heart is failing
Replaced by the poison of the now
I shouldn't just
Stand still and never look back
I walk this gray road, with the white noise
Trying to reclaim the shades of my former joy
Which was destroyed
As I rely on the chain that checks my pain
I beg to accept any other way
All the past feelings tell us many stories
Truths and lies of our sorrows and worries
Can you hear all the cries of the insane
I realize, my life runs on the fast lane
These faces on the streets share the same faith
We're desperate
We try to change
Succumbing to the pain
Failing to breathe in the darkness
Belittle me with your speeches
To let go and embrace the change
It swallows me into the night
Cutting me off, from my light
And now that I'm left behind
It starts to hit me when I'm
Down