Something hurts, but i can't
Separate the worms from the dirt in my hands
But that's just how i double down my luck
"How you been feeling lately?"
I just drew my own blood, and i didn't think twice
You wouldn't wanna step inside of my mind
Sleeping away the starvation
Enter a state to awaken
Stare at myself in frustration
What a familiar face
I feel it already decaying
My mind has pondered enough
My body ain't doing as much
I guess i gotta leave it in the dust
Days; stay inside your image like a hideaway
Indefinitely seeking any clarity
I only let me breathe whenever i feel like i'm supposed to
They're like, "man, i really fuckin loathe you"
How'd i get this far?
I've done myself so much
And we're worlds apart
I'm still stuck in tar
It's not as worse as it was
But i'm always on the cusp
What a beautiful dusk
I hope that dark doesn't fade on me
Every fatal mistake is a second away
Take what i say with the heaviest grain
Pushing away the moment that matters
Taking a chute instead of a ladder
Collateral damage; indefinite grief
All that i see is the void and my feet
All that i see is the void and me
All that i see is the void and my
Time flies by, but you let it
It's your fault
Dismal inside, but don't cry
Give it your all
I let out that mouse from the trap
And it looked back
He looked back
Don't look
Something hurts, but i can't
Separate the worms from the dirt in my hands
But that's just how i double down my luck
"How you been feeling lately?"
I just drew my own blood, and i didn't think twice
You wouldn't wanna
What should i let go of?
I must not want my own love
I think i finally left it all behind me
But just for reassurance, can you turn back and remind me?