I'm tryna fill the space wtih empty sighs and compromise Its hard to know whats real when this is something I just fantesize Blessed upon my pedastal I'm stareing with these tired eyes I wish I didnt feel this pain and emptiness inside But you dont need to worry, you dont need to understand I been going thru it on my own I always had a plan Me, myself and I we tried, oh so many times But the guilt i feel is heavy, when I wanna take my life I think about my friends, and the ones I left behind The ones ill never know, and the ones I know will cry The ones i never texted back cuz I had too much pride My mom, my sister and my girl what they would feel inside I'd never be a father and id never raise a kid Wouldnt get to tell my son the things I wish my father did Wouldnt get to tell my daughter she will always have my love That she wont ever need a man, she'll always be enough