You'll never know whats going on inside my head Won't stay awhile, won't take a load off, ill take my meds Keep changing ways you look at things maybe then you'll start to see me An open mind will set us free You'll never know just how long we've suffered Choking on air I breath might not recover They all want Bentleys They all bet against me Putting genius into pussy And they pussy on a pedestal Two mistakes articulated Can't outrun they shoes and fate Guess how long these rumors take Clone aint dark, clone be fake Clone that culture vulture paid Can't believe radio play him More y'all talk the less I listen I be smoking gassing, tripping I'm so paranoid, dismissive Compliments make me Suspicious Learn to take a joke? Learn to take a hint man I aint like the vibe some people think they the shit man Awesome sounds we'll do it live then ill bring all the hits yeah I'll Gently close my eyes and have a sip of something calming The dinero off the table must be why nobody's calling fam I wanna be alone today Be in undisclosed location Way up in the forest climbing trees and getting wasted Seeing nature, objective, angelic in form The unbiased beauty either you get me or you don't Either this some shit you feel or you've never been alone You got a place to crash for now you used to have a home You've never seen a ghost then awoke to a real nightmare, You've never had a toast to one day without them night terrors She let me know what I was on We never saw the night that day These pills in shapes and sizes came and took our pain away After the laughter we discovered nothing really changed We gave our genius to desire now we fall from grace This is the life i lead I'll probably soon just leave I'm down on hands and knees Choking on air that I breathe