All my friends went and ghosted on me Been awhile since they've spoken to me They're all liars, they're deniers Thought I knew everything I was better off by myself When no one could bring me down I was wrong Now I'm nauseous when the phone rings I get nauseous if my thoughts bring Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt I'm dying just to live again I'm nauseous hearing your voice again I probably won't pick up the phone again I'm six feet deep in some feelings I need you to believe That I'm drowning, now I'm sounding Like a monster, I never thought I'd be Think it's lonely at the top Now my body about to drop And the bigger that they are Is the harder they're gonna fall And the heart is in my songs But these songs expose my flaws You knew what I was after when I hung outside your window All them problems solved, I carved by hand In the trees, you disease You shrugged and buried me with ease I'm shaking terribly, I bleed Don't act like this ain't what u asked for I'm nauseous everytime I breathe I'm nauseous hearing your voice again I probably won't pick up the phone again I'm six feet deep in some feelings I need you to believe That I'm drowning, now I'm sounding Like a monster, I never thought I'd be All my friends went and ghosted on me Say I'm changing but they don't know me well I'm fine, I'll walk this hell by myself Don't reach out Everybody wants heaven but nobody wants to die You and I are ticking time bombs I asked unsure did I need help, she cringed Said look how far you fell Now I'm nauseous when the phone rings I get nauseous if my thoughts bring Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt I'm dying just to live again I'm nauseous hearing your voice again I probably won't pick up the phone again I'm six feet deep in some feelings I need you to believe