Another weekend passed and I ain't felt shit, this ain't it Open my eyes but I still can't see It's like I'm here everyday but I'm far from where I wanna be Now my mind's locked, if I change right now who's gonna be shocked And you know I fuckin can't stop killing myself all just to make a jaw drop I won't be you wanna fucking see Don't even care if you can't hear me And I won't change into your fantasy It's time to show you the real me I won't be what you wanna see I won't change into your fantasy I won't be what you wanna see And I won't change into your fantasy What you wanna see What you wanna see What you fucking wanna see