Intentions are pure but fear I'm just like the rest Hateful, deceitful, lying, regretful, constant second best No regard for this world, only think about themselves Now I walk through this hell, once an angel then I fell Glimpse at the world through the eyes of a nihilist Everything is worthless, serving no purpose Confined to my mind, stuck in a cycle so near lifeless I refuse help, my mouth sealed shut It crawls beneath my skin Itching to get out Disdain breeds within Spinelessness again All the things that I deplore Live within this mental sprawl Concerned, deserved with no applause The curtains close, can't watch me fall Further discomfort, another flaw, more mistakes I've made So much regret, it's all I know, caught in the undertow Pulsating weight inside my skull The pressure is building, I want out Twitching and flinching, uneasy and shaking Inside out I am rapidly breaking Glimpse at the world through the eyes of a nihilist Everything is worthless, serving no purpose Confined to my mind, stuck in a cycle so near lifeless I refuse help, just walk round with my mouth zipped Walking paradox, feel out of place Parts of myself I must erase Stay the same and nothing's changed Old ways here to stay Walking paradox, feel out of place Parts of myself I must erase Stay the same and nothing's changed Old ways here to stay It crawls beneath my skin Itching to get out Disdain breeds within Spinelessness again A worthless pawn, a stepping stone This nervousness is all I've known Cautious, anxious and all alone Refuse to be a mindless drone All the things that I deplore Live within this mental sprawl Concerned, deserved with no applause The curtains close, can't watch me fall Can't watch me fall Sympathy falls into the maw