I woke up yesterday wondering where the fuck I am
Feeling so lost as if I don't have a written plan
As if I ain't passin' and halfway thru my degree
I was given a lot but still I can't let it be
I just wanna be someone I'd look up to
Lookin in the mirror then I fuckin' hate you
Why do I hate myself so fucking much, fuckin' much
I do everything for everyone and then it ain't enough
Baby I just wanna be, wanna be, wanna be
Baby I'm so tired honestly, honestly, honestly
Brush and then you punch my teeth, punch my teeth, punch my teeth
Make me eat my words before I can be, I can be
Baby I was never someone the kids can look up to
Man honestly sometimes I make the vibe so uncomfortable
I used to put myself in danger just to look like a fool
This life isn't for me like I never made it off the floor
Baby I just wanna be someone the kids can look up to
Cos honestly sometimes I make myself so uncomfortable
Put myself in bad situations I become vulnerable
Feel like this life is crushing me like I'm laying in the road
I'm always cracking jokes that nobody ever gets
I been a fuckin' nerd, yeah, they beat my mind depressed
Now that what I like is trending, yeah, they wanna make amends
Where was that back in school when I needed to make me some friends
I became bitter baby I stopped pulling all my punches
The only thing that concerns me now, up where the sun is
I just wanna prove myself wrong and reach atop the summit
Purple skies ain't enough I need to be able to stomach, wait
Baby I was never someone the kids can look up to
Man honestly sometimes I make the vibe so uncomfortable
I used to put myself in danger just to look like a fool
This life isn't for me like I never made it off the floor
Baby I just wanna be someone the kids can look up to
Cos honestly sometimes I make myself so uncomfortable
Put myself in bad situations I become vulnerable
Feel like this life is crushing me like I'm laying in the road