Down another bottle
Pill poppa
Papa started a lotta drama
Drama with my mama
Family turned to nada
That's when I made
Drama with my choppa
BANG BANG BANGIN'
I'm a knockin'
It's your ass I'm stalkin'
Ain't got no time for no talkin'
Fuck boy better get to walkin'
Better cross your t's before I make your eyes dotted
Finger on the trigger, no there's no way around it
Doubt it, at least
I can't ever sleep
I don't ever eat
Hardly ever been seen
Hardly ever made peace
Hardly see my family
Lately I have been weak
Lately I don't want to breathe
Lately I don't want to think
Fuck this world
All you better without me
UGH
Now I'm feeling sick
Slit my wrist
Throw me in a ditch
I DON'T WANT TO DO SHIT
Except, smoke a little bit
Fuckin' with a bitch that's got some tight lips
And she let me put it all in
Let the kids swim now she choking on the dick
And I just wanna dip
Do me a favor and rip my heart from my fucking chest
Blacking out lately
Feelin' like I'm going a little bit crazy
Been too long no girl can change me
Been too long waitin' for the reaper to take me
I've been
Smokin' and sippin'
I got tunnel vision
Anxiety cripplin'
I want to be different
I want to be something that's more than myself
Usually my mind puts my dreams on the shelf
Alone in my bed no with warmth to be felt
I feel like I am now a shell of myself
Right from wrong has been so hard to tell
I can hear that heaven is ringing it's bells
But heaven is not where my soul's gonna dwell
Trapped in my mind I have made my own hell
Sit there and rot all alone in my cell
To those who had loved me I bid you farewell