When I'm with you makes me want to
Take these bars and crash my car
Don't know how it got this far
I don't know how it got this hard
When I'm near you I can't feel you
Take my heart watch as I fall apart
Don't know what I gotta do to make myself pull through
Don't know who I am right now and I don't know what to do
Anxiety
Only company in my sheets
Bloody like the rest of me
Dried so long they stuck to me
Lost all sense of fuckin' feelin'
Everything is grey I see
I'm zonin' out starin' at the ceiling
Waiting for you patiently
Drowning myself in my own misery
Not amounting to anything
Counting out all the fuckin' things
That you said but you didn't mean
Dreaming that you were meant for me
Led to nightmares I can't unsee
Led to fears that you can't believe
All I know is this
Anxiety
Only company in my sheets
Bloody like the rest of me
Dried so long they stuck to me
Lost all sense of fuckin' feelin'
Everything is grey I see
I'm zonin' out starin' at the ceiling
Waiting for you patiently
Eventually you'll be nothing more than a memory
Intentionally forget about you and our chemistry
I wish I never met you is this the way love's suppose to be
Wanna rip myself in two because it feels like I can't breathe
When I'm with you makes me want to
Take these bars and crash my car
Don't know how it got this far
I don't know how it got this hard