I could give a million reasons why I've been pushed to the brink and
I could take a life in the blink of an eye without a fuckin' wink and
I could go to sleep for days and still feel like I got no sleep and
I could take a hundred pills and still feel no relief and
I can't ever find a single reason to do anything
This human conditions been killing me
My brains wiring
Just look me in my eyes
I know it's hard for you to see clearly
How this weight has been on my shoulders and this shit's been crushing me
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Lying on the floor in my living room
Watch the fan spin
I'm numb again
My depression heavy as sin
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Fingers caked in drug residue
Oxi mixed with
Mary mixed with
All this shit I wanna forget
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Funeral long past over due
I don't know when
When I'm goin'
All I know is I'll make it happen
Yeah, I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen
Been feeling less than inclined
To deal with the shit that I shove down inside
Mom always asking why
"Son you on these drugs, why you wanna die make your mama cry"
Don't really know why, I
Think you already know why, we was all born to die
And we all got our time, I
Can't decide where I wanna go or how I go just
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Lying on the floor in my living room
Watch the fan spin
I'm numb again
My depression heavy as sin
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Fingers caked in drug residue
Oxi mixed with
Mary mixed with
All this shit I want to forget
I don't know where to go
No clue what to do
Funeral long past over due
I don't know when
When I'm goin'
All I know is I'll make it happen
Yeah, I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen
I'll make it happen