Lymph nodes swole Bad thoughts banging on my door Peaking outside they sayin' Pardon were in your garden You ain't safe here Hop in the limousine Grab a seat in between the others No more hiding under covers There's sixes on the plate Three ditches for our graves Laid back took a couple benzos Watch it fade to black Lay the photograph on the hood Now we on our way to the other side Yeah I'm good I don't know why I can't describe I'm so low but so high I wish I could find the words to say Goodnight and goodbye Pulled up I rolled Slow up Grip the wheel tight Ask ya for the time Vlad on another binge Blood on my mind Stick around another night Watch me turn into the beast Before the light White walled, God called Said he didn't catch the time That makes you all mine Hope you don't mind Scalpel lines In the blink of an eye Tied to the bed Crucified Suffering Gone I don't know why I can't describe I'm so low but so high I wish I could find the words to say Goodnight and goodbye Black and red Kill the voice in my head Slept in the backseat Sped to the LSD But instead gave a ride to a lady in her head One more tear bled Some more blood shed I can't seem to see what I need But i see there's no time to flee Energy's running dry Records stuck in my head on repeat Please oh god put the voice to sleep I don't know why I can't describe I'm so low but so high I wish I could find the words to say Goodnight and goodbye