I've been feeling hot in the face
Coke up my my nose
Rising up from the floor
Took a shot for some grace
But the locks were replaced
Invaded by the demons you cannot act this way
Out in public, people panic
From the size of the blade
You can see the pain the blood remains
On top of my grave
Passing out in a daze
Cause my coke had been laced
Can relate to the though of a Glock to my brain
Okay, I know, my head loosing track of time
I've been on the borderline of suicide
I guess I'm just a no name
Who met the quota for a .45
My mind undecided if I really wanna fucking die
Loosing hope that's is mine
For the the whole fucking time
Rather cope the and decline
Grab the rope and resign
Need a hoe a bag dope
And you'll know I'll be fine
If you've seen me at my lowest then you'll know that's a lie
But I've broke all my bonds
Thought I knew what I want
Never felt this low
Until a hole
Had grew with my scars
With the burns on my arms
I just can't find resolve
I did this to my self go to hell and fuck the gods
Lights bright, brightest light when I snort a fucking line
Oh my, and I feel like I'm about to die
No chance for the lace that was meth
That's been causing my death cause my breathing depress
And it brought me to life
Fight night, from a nod night
Somethings not quite right
That might be codeine in my sprite
You buy fake clothes I buy faux pills
More deals, no real, we steal, coming around for the free meals
That pussy ass bitch said that he squealed
And now my dealers in the heat shield
We peeled right off when the cops wield
Appeal my charge I got four years
What the fuck do you mean I can't leave here?
I'm hearing those words and they cause fear
Detox real fasts when these hoes field from the fucking left
When I right all my wrongs, I can't fight all along
All alone metaphor for the way I feel my girl left I got fucking scared
Standing still like a scarecrow, I'm losing my heart to a damn hoe
I still got nothing to show, but I show out at my shows
I act like I'm cool but I'm high on, all of these damn pills
But I'm still nothing no more
It feels like a war and the goal is my soul
While I'm patching the hole of my life while I got zero goals
How I roll is I will roll till I fall off the globe
Square ones not that fun anymore
Dozens of wishes
I can't even keep track
Addiction and bitches
I swear that I need that
I don't need the feed back
Just cock and release that
I getting some head while I'm fucking this reject
Inside my of bed or at least with the seat back
This shit not a phase i wake up and repeat that
The coke in my Brain has some nights that are sleepless
The knife in veins has me has me feeling so needless
There's blood on the walls, blood on smalls
Still light it and smoke it until that shit gone
I can't tell difference from right and my wrongs
I'm been losing sanity tragedies harm
"I'm sad that he's dead but it glad that he gone"
The back of the head he was shot by a gun
They ran from the feds but the damage was done
Now the ghost from the afterlife surly will come