Head swivel when she say my name but what has she been saying?
Saying nothing, she a ghost came from my past and keep on cutting
Fuck that, heart beating fast, a race to heartbreak first to last
Panic, that shit will attack, and all my worries start to stack
Give it all back, put my life on black and that shit hit red like my zodiac
Insomniac I cannot sleep its 4 AM the fuck is that?
Close my eyes and pray to die but suffer to extend my life
I grab the knife and cut my wrist the blade it start to kiss my skin
The blood will flow I start to grin it feels like its my medicine
Some Benjamins to buy the percs, I try to quit it never works
I'm still addicted secretly and she will ask repeatedly
"How Come you are increasingly angry with me I don't believe?"
The structure has been getting weak, to frame my mind I start to tweak
I'm just to anxious cannot speak, I think I have hit my peak
A thousand viewers every week but won't find the comfort I seek
I'm still alone but she a freak, I cut my veins they start to leak
Head swivel when she say my name but what has she been saying?
Saying nothing, she a ghost came from my past and keep on cutting
Fuck that, heart beating fast, a race to heartbreak first to last
Panic, that shit will attack, and all my worries start to stack
Smoking on a potent Bach of thrax
While toking wax and folding stacks
I can't relax until I'm blacking out from doin xans
I think he's dead or passed out to another realm
And underwhelming feeling of you hearing slurry
Squealing while I lose my head
Oh fuck no I just wanna die hoe
Thy the crying for when calling for the 5-0
Breaking down the front door
Twitching while my eyes roll
Scared to see a dying soul get dragged into the underworld
But he know what was coming for him
Scars were once an open orifice
Trying to really stay on focus
But my life so fucking hopeless
Grab the grip and aim it at the dome
And pop that motherfucker
Hoping when I end it all
The lights will fade and I will never be awake