I loved you
More than you knew
I loved you
More than you knew
You know bitch she kept me alive
I'm whack in her eyes
I'm back in her fight
Attacks with a knife
My head isnt right
My head is a geist
My mom said oh nein
My dad said oh nein
The fact that I'm high
The same that cry
My mind is lie
Lay words that you like
My life was a lie
You wanted my whole life yet you broke up yeah more than twice
You know this is why I didnt say bye
You were fucking sick with the pain that you liked
My fault was your why
Your pain in your thigh
You fucked with my mind
You fucked with my life
Starring into her eyes
Is like starring into a black sky
Its like having to decide
Rather live or better die
I dont know
Feel like I am on my own
But you still hit up my phone
But you know that's what I want
I be speaking to these ghosts
Haunt my dreams and take my soul
You know I go alone
I am suicidal
Suicidal
Take an axe to the face
Cause she don't know her place
I replace all the feelings and disgracing on her name
Feel like we feel the same
But you running away
And it's hard to convey
All this love that is strange
Cause you're further away
Than anything
Come closer babe
Cause I love the way
Lo- love the way
Love the way you say my name
I'm blown away
Blow- blown away
You know I'm the one to blame
It's getting hard
Get- getting hard
Getting harder every day
Love the way
Love the way
Love the way you say my name
Tell- tell-
Tell me why I lose my mind
And maybe I won't die tonight
Despiteful for your wicked crimes
Invested lie to break your ties
With- the with the-
With the antichrist
Whole time might've know that I'm anti life
Seems like deaths got my name nearly all the time
Sign on the dotted like if you really wanna die
If you really wanna die
I like to bleed
I like to fuck
I to drink
I like a slut
Do anything
Here for my wants
She wanna ring
Then you are gone
I told you the difference
From need and I want
I just wanted that fucking
But need it is wrong
When it comes to I love you
The needing is gone
I'm just wanting some space
Or I'm breaking your jaw
I got the pack
I got the weed
She wanna cry
She wanna bleed
I wanna die
I cannot breathe
Smoke in my lungs
You speaking to me?
Vision is blurry
I'm not in hurry
This feeling is dirty
But fuck it I'm thirsty
For someone to hurt me
And cut me to pieces
Then start to disperse me
And hope that it teaches you all of the worst things
Of demons that scream in your head while your knowing
That no one is growing
You lie to your friends and are showing
Persona of someone who says their not broken
But goes home and uses the blade to cut open
I try to stay focus
This world is so hopeless
Neurosis corroding my brain til it's open
Pistols exposing a whole metamorphosis