Violence all my life Not even a moment of peace My soul ain't full released Part man, but mostly beast I'm hungry, I gotta' eat My body and soul got deeper than deep Demons showing In my, in my... dreams Life is short, talk is cheap Don't make promises you can't keep I did a lotta' mistakes I did a lotta' shit Now I'm sleeping all day With my lowest self esteem A lotta' goin' on but only in my dreams My memory is in a ditch, so deep I just forgot To keep up with the upkeep Demons showing in my dreams Calling out loud, stay here, Phillip Never wake up, Phillip Stay here, Phillip Demons showing in my dreams Calling out loud, stay here, Phillip Never wake up, Phillip Stay here, Phillip I wanna' go outside Some fresh air and sun But I decide to stay home I gotta get through all of these Feelings and emotions I can't go outside right now