Listen, it's an endless road on the search for peace Cause at times it feels like it's only me, only me Yeah, some people relate when I am on the beat But who is there to ride for me when I'm stuck on the streets Barely had a hand to hold, when I was running through this industry Folks claim love, but we're never super into me Sit inside of silence, tryna push away the enemy My whole career in a chokehold, coulda just ended me But, it's all Gods timing right Hard to believe when every goal feels so outta sight How did I get here? A place of doubting God when He just gave me my last breath Can I get back to the place driven by my Lord's passion God take away my lust Take away distractions Take away this feeling, never happy Always dragging my feet behind me Walking in light seems like a distant venture While the culture I reside applying constant pressure Everlasting life, He wants to supply me But I deny Him I think I'm super righteous while passing judgment I'm buggin All this rubbish, the baggage, the luggage I'm lugging, so sluggish, while frontin Act like i'm better when i feel like nothin Zero, I ain't no hero, you can have the capes God give me strength while I play more games than pattycakes, huh This is spiritual warfare and the devil don't fight fair Tryna gain some buzz, I hope it don't take light years I'm no better than the next man, trust me Put myself in positions, disgusting Hope they don't uncover my secrets Like TMZ leakage, as I go and preach it But live my whole life latching to this world like leeches Are these raps making God really proud? When dad looks down will he really smile? Or am I just another man driven by sinful ambitions Masking it with holy spam, premeditated self-dispositions God, don't take me out of your hand I find my solace when I truly go and follow your plans God, please don't take me out of your hand I find my solace when I truly go and follow your plans