WordzPerfect SoSpecial What up Ay Kami What Up Let me talk to em At this point im sick of picking up the phone Every time I do somebody that I love is going home And I just try to act unphased although Im spiraling with rage I guess I thought when things got better it alleviated pain All of this growth you'd think I'd chill and let it breathe I guess really I aint changed as much as you'd like to think They asking about my grandfather like it a good thing But if he's still alive he's doing better than he should be 2 people threatened my life, what did you see in them Now if you wanna speak to either one you'll need a medium True story, that's just some ghost of my past 15 year old wounds aint going nowhere fast But look, when depression sets in you get my illest views I walk around joking with this bitch like it's my venom suit Still a piece of shit just worth a lot more dough Stay tuned... I'll tell you something you didn't know The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone I wonder how they'd feel if they seen shit from my perspective Watch a live session of them screaming bout elections Pissing on a statue cause it matches my complexion Then see a fist raised and feel threatened, they need protection Showing weapons huh - I guess them shots is just your message huh But you don't want a jab from me or them injections huh I almost lost my mama twice, cause y'all just reckless huh Don't forget I still know most of ya'll addresses The obsession with the politics is fucking with your consciousness Tryna own somebody til you out of breath and pondering Just how it came to this - tombstone engraving it But you don't wanna socialize, but hit socials for us to pay for it Hmm... I watched it all - so these days if we ain't speaking And I left you on read, then you gotta know the reason It's more that I could tell you but for now I'm getting gone So either love me, or leave me alone.muthafucka The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone Business is booming, Still I feel im in disguise If they knew what I been through could they still look me in the eye Almost signed a lease for the biggest yo in the state but I back tracked Cause Im at the point I don't wanna record your whack ass Producer me's like what up I keep it cool and clean Rapper me keeps looking in the booth like bitch you food to me Had to make a decision that's best for all of us No more public sessions stfu when you talk to us Don't react no bitching our lashing out There's an odd feeling when you get a snapchat of your house It'd be wise not to ever flaunt your bitch don't use that angle ever 2 different business trips, but we came together And I don't wanna do you like that But as the drama unfolds you have to view me like that Not one to play with, guess my sanity lacks I'm sure somebody out there wants their fucking family back The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone The world keeps spinning and the drama unfolds Try to pray about it but I'll never let it go The more I have to give the more that I don't trust a soul Either Love Me, Or Leave Me Alone