JC, real one for them
Only straight fox
Diss 'em
Yeah
22 and I ain't gettin' younger
Had this cold fire burnin' in my belly, it was hunger
Woke me from slumber
No, I can trust ya so I wear eyes on my jumper
This shit I didn't conjure
Stuck inside my mind, thoughts cloudy like thunder
Sometimes I wonder
Would this shit ever have happened if I didn't take your number?
I'm ridin' clutch 'cause no ones in the passenger
Worst thing I'm not mad at ya
Glad I'm de-attached from ya
I just lost respect from you when you moved on so fuckin' fast
Heart bleedin', it's a massacre
After everythin', I did for you, I
Put you first, put your first, every day I put you first
You left me feelin' all cursed
You could have put me in a hearse, but I had to finish this verse
I'm feelin' all burst, I'm done puttin' all of my feelings aside
Left me with some scars, but I'm glad you ain't mine
I'm fightin' off all of these demons inside me
But I'm still grindin', but I'm still shinin'
But no one knows me and how I done battled my mind
And they never ask but I'm fine
And I just mix vodka with lime
And fuck a hater, I'll keep smilin'
I found this shit so enlightenin'
No longer got pain on my mind
I'm switching these lanes when I'm drivin'
Speed fast in the car, that's an automatic
I might whizz right past while you're caught in traffic
Dsquared the jeans, might Dior the jacket
Get my bread from a stream never whipped the magic
Gotta make it happen, no, I'm never cappin'
Got fam in the can so I'm never trappin'
Fakes on my line, boy, allow the chattin'
Tryna bless all my team, it ain't you I'm splashin'
The demons in my mind come wave after wave, wave after wave
I'm slowly driftin'
Driftin' away, and it feels like I'm drownin'
Pullin' against the stream
So fuck what you're feelin', J still keepin' it real
And brain still switchin' my on me, still switchin' on me, that's my OCD'n
Certain man keep beggin' and friendin'
They just wanna cop a new season
Went cold, now my heart's freezin'
Stackin' 'til I touch that ceilin' now
I just wanna make this dough, it's like
Can't see the signs on the road, it's like
Could my choice be wrong? Could my choice be right?
Heart turn cold, it's as cold as ice, 'cause she broke me twice
Grind stay high and they noticed mine
Mileage high, I might roll this time
Late-night trips overthinkin' shit, wanna sink this shit
But I know that's life, so I don't have time
No time for a hater
Started off this with a camera, now they're all watchin' me one milly later
JC still chasin' this paper
Stackin' my dough like a baker
I'm on my grind like a skater, chasin' this dream 'til I wake up