I wanna stay inside forever
In that worn-out yellow sweater
The warmth I used to feel is still there (still there...)
Heavy sighs like clouds surround me
Why do they feel so lonely?
I can't pretend to care
I'm trying to be happy
I'm trying to find a way in this unrelenting world
Where I promised that I would stay
I'll figure it out, then you'll see
I'm everything I ever claimed to be
Smile through the dark, to the sky, laugh away
Never thought I'd put my phone down
Suffocating in a bubble, who's wearing the crown?
Everyone's looking for the next big thing
While I'm still so lost in a closing ring of faces (the faceless)
The shameless (a sad mess)
Constantly walking an endless road to the moon, to the stars
And I hope to God you get far
An eternity's too long to stay on the stage
When will I turn the next page?
Let me stay inside forever
In that worn-out yellow sweater
When will the colors fade?
This pretty, pretty palette of dull shades
What's the definition of a good friend?
It's hard to tell in this mad race to the end
Can I live so unafraid?
I'm trying to be happy
I'm trying to find a way in this unrelenting world
Where I promised that I would stay
I'll figure it out, then you'll see
I'm everything I ever claimed to be
Smile through the dark, to the sky, laugh away
I'm trying to be happy (happy...)