A family member, a fucking friend
Another death; cant comprehend
A guilty conscience that cannot mend
No more tears to fucking shed
Reminiscing, self-conflicting
I can't take it, something's missing
A twitching eye closed so tight
Haunted by a familiar sight
Hoping this is just a dream
Not actually reality
Hoping this is just a dream
Not actually reality
Can I catch a break for just one second?
Happiness vanishes and turns to aggression
Talking to myself in hopes of avoiding
A similar fate that's fucking destroying me
Hoping this is just a dream
Not actually reality
Hoping this is just a dream
Not actually reality
Here today, gone tomorrow
Happiness fades to sorrow
Another life can't be borrowed
A vivid curse no tomorrow
Here today, gone tomorrow
Happiness fades to sorrow
Another life can't be borrowed
A vivid curse no tomorrow