White coats and bloodshot eyes Sirens echo through the night A winter chill runs down my spine The gutters are home to a final goodbye The choir sings, an angel dies A victim of life runs out of time An overdose, a suicide Neglected by a calloused mind No serenity here, it's all a disguise They'll never see the world through my eyes The streets weep with anguished cries, they antagonize Cold steel pressed to my head Swift pull of the trigger, I'm fucking dead Fear consumes you as I smile and stare Life isn't kind so why are you scared? Negotiations with life Blank stares fade into the dark of the night Kicking rocks to pass the time I bury the thoughts in the back of my mind in the meantime