What in the name of all that's holy could have caused you (To leave me for him, as I go through these comparisons again) As if I got nothing better to do If I'm not good enough, then no one's good enough for my baby So I sit and stare at the remnants of my prized possession And think "they'll find my body underneath" I'll be under the ground at the edge of the pavement (Cause I'd be better off if I were dead then living my life without you) And it seems like I can't find a way to change my mind (It's too late to see what the future holds in time) And you left it up to me to test the heights Of the highest mountain top This impending slope will turn me into a fool You'll be sorry some day, you'll want me back But now everything's changed Every occasion marks a significant influence that you once had in me I'll be under the ground at the edge of the pavement (Cause I'd be better off if I were dead then living my life without you) And it seems like I can't find a way to change my mind (It's too late to see what the future holds in time) I would have never thought I could redeem myself But she taught me a language I didn't know I could understand We shared a common desire labeled a victory Though I've already lost you