I've had a knot tied in my gut for the past six months A man has been pounding away for days inside my head And the air just gets colder, the leaves start to break I know what it means, can't get out of it's way Like a cancer that's sombre An uncovered plague so parasitic Might as well take my heart and give it up I think I've been better I just can't think of when I've told myself all this is just in my head There's a horrible monster I fight everyday It'll break all your bones if you don't run away I carry myself like a burden with the way that I talk And if I moved like a sprinter Would I have anything left to talk about? You don't want my conversation, it's so bitter and loud It's a step back from screaming but a step up from foul Like a drunk at a carnival A plague that's so mean and persuasive It'll hit you when you're not looking I've always felt heartless I need to feel love I don't deserve any But I need to feel loved I'm a horrible monster I fight everyday I'll break all your bones if you don't run away I'll break all your bones if you don't run away I'll break all your bones if you don't run away