I'm feeling like I'm just out of bed
A bit hungover off of oxygen
And I can't go to sleep, but I don't stay awake
It's like a horror that never ends
Is this what it's like to be fine?
I feel like I say it all the time
But you would never know
Cause you never showed up to let me know otherwise
It's not like I had needed you here, but I know
I've stayed awake wondering why you're not home
Do your eyes look just like mine?
Cause it's killing me
Does your heart stand still in time?
Did you keep far away so that I would never know
That your eyes look just like mine?
It's killing me
I've wondered why I wasn't enough
Why I wasn't good enough to make the cut
But in case you change your mind
There's twenty years of catching up
So how you've been? Yeah I've been swell
My brother's four now and mom's been well
I hope you've got your slice of heaven
And are a little depressed so you know how I've been
It's not like I had needed you here, but I know
I've stayed awake wondering why you're not home
Do your eyes look just like mine?
Cause it's killing me
Does your heart stand still in time?
Did you keep far away so that I would never know
That your eyes look just like mine?
It's killing me
It's killing me
Wasting away down to nothing
Even a letter could have made this better
But it wouldn't teach me how to swing a bat
Or shave a mustache cause I learned all that
Without another body to take up
The little space in our cramped apartment
My mother was man enough for the three of us
But it might have been nice just to have you
Wasting away down to nothing
Even a letter could have made this better
But it wouldn't teach me how to swing a bat
Or shave a mustache cause I learned all that
Without another body to take up
The little space in our cramped apartment
My mother was man enough for the three of us
But it might have been nice just to have you
Did you keep far away so that I would never know
That your eyes look just like mine?
Do your eyes look just like mine?
Cause it's killing me
Does your heart stand still in time?
Did you keep far away so that I would never know
That your eyes look just like mine?
It's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me