I used to, get down, get crazy, not care, you couldn't phase me I was waiting for the world to end, never thought that I could feel again I waste time, get blasted, my friends, are outlasting One by one they began to die, for some reason I was still alive I open up my eyes You brought me back to life You're the light, in the dark, you keep me holding on I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learnin from the pain I'm not the same Anymore I used to, break hearts, so dirty, invincible you couldn't hurt me I was flying high above the ground, no one could have ever shot me down I'd lie, for no reason, incapable of all feelings Taking everything there was to take, got caught up living like a fake I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learnin from the pain I'm not the same Anymore Always lying to myself, Whoa Always running from myself, Whoa I'm not running I will never be ashamed I'm not the same I'm not angry I'm still learnin from the pain I'm not the same I'm not the same I'm not lying to myself anymore