And call me crazy 'cause I'll always think there's something better That I'm missing out on Wasting time just waiting here in line Like the world owes me something that I can't provide And I guess that life is a subjective word And I'm trying to find my meaning All this time that I spent moving towards the end And I don't know where I started I can't stay here But I don't ever wanna crawl back home I can't waste my time for the rest of my life But it's all I've ever known Although my visions clear, it's clearly filled in grey I can't help but think that as soon as I blink The black and white will separate And I guess that life is a subjective word And I'm trying to find my meaning Taking every chance I get to put it off instead There's no substance to this feeling I can't stay here But I don't ever wanna crawl back home I can't waste my time for the rest of my life But it's all I've ever known I'm trying It's what I tell myself but I am lying through my teeth It's happening again, it's like I'm forcing this I wanna remember everything that happened When I was unashamed, unbroken Was it really all that different? (Was it really all the same?) I'll push through for something new I'll push through for something new