Slow down you're being too loud
And everyone knows it's all an act
This freakout, you better calm down
And try to get composure back
Replaying all the bad things, you try to mask this
No one likes dramatics or being drastic
You always have something to say
Always getting in the
Way back, I'll stay intact
Imagine, can you picture that?
Last chance to make amends
And not let people down again
I know I'm only human, I'm at the deep end
Try to play the villain and end up distant
I don't wanna be the burden
Worst thing, always overthinking
Adding up to nothing
Put a penny in the swear jar
Think hard, is this really what I
Want to be remembered for
You'll stand up
Try to keep your head on straight
Breathe deep and let it out
But every inch wants to break free
No I can't fucking stand when I'm lost
And you're staring at me
And I know we want the same thing
But just be patient
Because you know I'm trying to be
I don't wanna be the burden
Worst thing, always overthinking
Adding up to nothing
Put a penny in the swear jar
Think hard, is this really what I
Want to be remembered for
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I'm on a straight track to loneliness
I don't want to mess with this
I just wish that I was someone you could lean on
But I'm not
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I don't wanna be the burden
Worst thing, always overthinking
Adding up to nothing
Put a penny in the swear jar, think hard
Is this really what I wanna be remembered for
I don't wanna be the burden
A fucking curse and
Somebody who just cares for themselves
Put a penny in the swear jar
Think hard, is this really what I-