Throw my body my from this bed and right out the front door (It feels like time is always running out on me) I'm scared to death that I'm missing out (on what?) I don't know man That's just me And I hate the way these nights Always fade into days Where my better judgment's nowhere to be found Can't put myself down 'til I'm overwhelmed And swallowed by the sea I'll fight the undertow that's trying to Drag this life from me So much of growing up was losing touch for good with So many old friends That I'd get bummed out if I had a doubt That they'd ever even notice And I hate the way these nights Always fade into days Where my better judgment's nowhere to be found Can't put myself down 'til I'm overwhelmed And swallowed by the sea I'll fight the undertow that's trying to Drag this life from me You won't drag this life from me Looking back had to be the black hole On the calendar this year I pissed away another day feeling sorry for myself So I guess in retrospect The fear of death and loneliness Take a backseat Or those bad dreams Will become reality Can't put myself down 'til I'm overwhelmed And swallowed by the sea I'll fight the undertow that's trying to Drag this life from me Heard what you said about pathetic behavior and how it labels you But tell me how you're better off for selling out and giving up Get a life and then we'll talk