Bout to one-take this shit, nigga Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Illuminati tryin' to read my mind with an eagle eye And the haze got me thinkin', why We killed Osama and plenty innocent people died We should see the signs, but we Stevie blind No disrespect to the man or the legend, but I'm sick and tired of askin' my brethren if It all ends in 2011 Would God come through or would he actually forget us? Cause, apocalypse is getting closer But they're more focused on our lil youth sippin' soda Fuck the sugar act, niggas out pushin' crack And I lost my father figure because of that Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream (At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn) Been just like a dream (At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn) Been just like a dream So can I live, or is my brother tryin' to gun me down? Scuffle a couple of rounds 'til we hear the thunder sound No lightning, clash of the titans And after the violence a moment of silence Cause I want mine the fast way The ski mask way, lookin' for a fast pay And instead of stickin' up for each other We pickin' up guns and stickin' up our brothers So fuck 'em all, I'm comin' through ragin' And I won't stop 'til Reagan is caged in Mom tell me I should let the Lord handle it The arm of the law is tryin' to man-handle us A man's world, but a white man's planet And the doors are slowly closing While we fallin' through the cracks of it It's a shame that flippin' crack will be The best alternative if you don't make it rappin' These crack houses and trap houses are trappin' us in And in the end we're gonna remain stagnant I ain't havin' it Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream Been just like a dream Been just like a dream Dear diary ♪ Dear diary, what a day it's been Dear diary, it's been just like a dream