A Renegade So defiant If I float away Will they notice I am gone Such a shame You won't see my crying Novocain I feel so numb They turn their back on me I walk alone Down this path Like i'm the only one A renegade So defiant Someone save me I'm slowly dying And there's nothing that's stopping This the feeling inside a me Feeling I oght to be moving Instead of just sitting at home With a bottle of I dunno You tell me I don't see What make a difference Between different liquids n liquors I'm using to take myself out of me Or prescriptions I'm lifting em up to light Like I really care What's the print on it say Or the milligram in it As long as I get that lobotomy I know it's all gon be good For a second Use as directed Yeah Probably not No How many problems I got Lots Count em up count em up Drown it out I'm on the rocks Think its time I gotta call it a wash A Renegade So defiant If I float away Will they notice I am gone Such a shame You won't see my crying Novocain I feel so numb They turn their back on me I walk alone Down this path Like i'm the only one A renegade So defiant Someone save me I'm slowly dying So I'm turning away and i'm Walking the streets like a heathen I'm barely breathing I circle this place like the seasons I barely eat and These boots that I got are for Walking but homie I been walking so much They tearing i'm bleeding Tell momma i'm sorry I mean it But I'm too conceited to say That I needed a change I got too much pride and ego To say what I mean to your face So I step to the beat of the change In my pocket as I keep on walking away Man I'm leaving this place Just get up and go Not like I ever meant anything Anyway right Right Ain't nothing but a Back pack in my name Gold chain I snatch that from your frame Run fast I'm gassed out but I'm dangerous Past that cashed out for cocaine I'm a little bit a sleep deprived And mixed with I don't even Wanna see tonight unless my eyelids Rolling back inside my skull In fact I'm blind to Any kinda sense you talking I don't like it Mind your own damn business Sorry if I act defensive Someone oughta Smack me senseless Scratch that I just got my last extension I ain't paid a bill in a minute I ain't got nothing to live for When I ain't got nothing to live in I got nobody forgiving me Fucc it I'm living for me now I still don't see How I could live with me Ain't no forgiving me A Renegade So defiant If I float away Will they notice I am gone Such a shame You won't see my crying Novocain I feel so numb They turn their back on me I walk alone Down this path Like i'm the only one A renegade So defiant Someone save me I'm slowly dying