All these years I've walked with a blindfold over my eyes
I just couldn't and didn't want to face the world in reality
False perspectives lead me into the darkest state of mind
And I couldn't see the best of me
I just didn't want to see myself
I just didn't want to face myself no matter how hard I tried
Running behind while the clock is ticking twice as fast
My head is only hanging in the past
I'm such a coward
Cherishing everything I've ever loved
Maybe it's just a conduct to stay alive
I've always tried to save you
But it seems I just couldn't
To this very day I still feel sorry and the only one to blame is me
Finding love in the ones who already
Gave up on you will bring nothing but grief
The rope that I cut out of cautiousness
Before I was even able to tie it
And I'm trying to make it whole again
But I'm not sure if I will ever succeed
I'm trying to make it whole again
I'm so scared I will never succeed
I strangle myself with my thoughts
Till I'm a stranger in my own head